Update
Hello,
A lot of internal reflecting tonight. I spent my past blaming everyone for my life and how it has been turning out. I am in a place where I truly need to take care of myself. For gods sake, I am in my late 20s approaching my early thirties. Scary. I need to hold myself accountable for hating myself so much and putting myself in these deep loop holes of never ending shame. I am in a good place with my mom, I am in a even better headspace with Alex and I have my boys who are going up so fast. This is the first time in a long time that I am living a peaceful life with my surroundings. I need to move on from my past self, I let you go. Please don’t hold me back anymore, let me do the things you wish you had done. I will love you forever past self. It’s time to grow.
